thats why.

i was watching teevee. the guy was seperate from this girl from young by their parents. some affair thing. long story. many years later, they both mature to adults and the man thinks he found the girl whom is actually an imposter, assuming her best friend's identity for her happiness. so this guy is all head over heels for childhood lover whom is a fake.

it just struck me then, how is it that he can make himself for in love with someone whom he thinks is the person he loves. isnt he loving the identity of the person rather than the person herself. or is he just fulfiling a moral obligation, carrying on the loving of his childhood lover. he doesnt even know she is not the woman he loved when the real lover is her best friend. the story goes on.

however. as all serials ends up with some cliche ending. when the imposter is found out, what will happen then. he transfer his love to the real lover whom also blindly accepts it. doesnt this show that he didnt actually love the imposter and was merely in love with the identity of his lover and the lover becomes a physical representation of this identity?

its confusing. this is where i wish i hadnt start thinking. its so confusing you wish you havent started reading too.

anyway. since the girl is the illegitimate child of the guy's father from some affair. wouldnt that in turn result in their union as incest. hoho. dont you love happy endings

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its awkward. its hopeless. bah.

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anyone knw what the gamberras are? is it another name for daisies?