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Saturday, October 21, 2006

in case you were wondering.

in case you were wondering. the title for my blog didnt mysteriously create itself. i took it from this great song. it actually makes sense for alot of loud sounds and shouting put together.

Do we have the time to lay the line between true life, and you in mine.
I want to reel it back before the day when simplicity was washed away.

Like modern morbid prophecies fulfilled.
Like biting on these bitter tasting pills.
And we're just heroes, And we're just heroes.
For the day.

There's a silent urge to leave this cloud when all I want is to hear the sound,
Of your voice devoid of the constant noise, the only sound to fill this void.

And do you want this. And do you still need this.

Like modern morbid prophecies fulfilled.
Like biting on these bitter tasting pills.
And we're just heroes, And we're just heroes.

They all won't love me, she won't let me forget.

Like modern morbid prophecies fulfilled.
Like biting on these bitter tasting pills.
And we're just heroes, And we're just heroes.

Don't make me choose, I'll choose you and this will all be over.


-Dead Poetic

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in case you were wondering. this song posting thing isnt going to be a habit dont worry. but neither am i going to write much. a level coming ar.. must study. no time to blog.. enjoy yr stay. i m lazy to update my links. i checked out bun's blog. quite ideological sia. all the thoughts and stuff. i nv manage to remember anything i think about. unless i write it down. but then again i end up wondering what the hell i meant.

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i was thinking about joyce. i realise i nv really treated her very fairly when we were together. made her alot of promises i didnt keep. played dota as she tried to talk to me. sometimes just completely neglecting her. i feel alot but i cant remember them. i need a notebook to record down my life. a big one. so many thoughts to process.

i guess some of you may think i m lamenting about breaking up and want to get back with her. i dont knw why i am saying this. its not get back with her. that i sure. but at the end of the day. i hope people out there can learn to appreciate the people around you for who they are, rather than waiting til its too late. i guess you could say i am trying to ease my guilt and regrets by expressing them. kind of a cathartic effect the blog has. i tend to use it alot to gripe about life. (see post about haze). i nv thought of saying all this out. especially the dota part 'ruining our relationship. its quite sad cause i was finding excuses out of it and nv really appreciated her for working so hard to hold everything together.

so just appreciate the people around you. time is short. i want to watch death note.

yes. i can finally add "emo kid" to my resume.

back to physics.