break me in.

i knw i m a jerk. my life is messed up. everything seems to be gg wrong. i knw it will all work out eventually. but the guilt is too much too bear. i hate my life.

if i could, i would remove yr pain and place it upon myself. i wish i could wipe yr tears but you probably wouldnt want to see me now. all i can do and have been doing is saying how sorry i am. and that doesnt help.

i hate myself.