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Thursday, May 05, 2005

Almost Here.

the PE creature. he's a biased bastard.

hell has rejected heaven's application to send him there after death.
reason: we deserve better.

poor mother fucker. probably end up like the mayo when he grows old. i hope you rot.

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anyway. i m feeling in the mood to offended people.

was on the bus to ps just now. and there were these two vj guys. i didnt mean to listen in. but if you dont want me to listen. take yr conversations to the privacy of yr own bedroom or smth, yea? the point is they were talking about relationships, parents, and about university. one guy was talking about his gf and how he is intending to apply for an overseas uni while she intends to stay in singapore to be with her family. so they began to analyse whether the relationship would end there. and the guy gives the most crappy answer you can ever think of.

he says. i'll leave it to god to decide. if we are meant to be, god will send me a sign. if i fail the scholarship interview or the uni turns me down, i shall take it as a sign that god wants me stay. if we are meant to be, my going away will not change our relationship if god wills it that way.

seriously. i m nt like anti christ or anything. but this is so full of fucking shit. you fail yr scholarship interview and you take it that god has send you sign that he wants you to stay? what the fuck. you have been watching either too many hk dramas or soap operas to actually say something like that. hell. i think you could write the fucking scripts for them if you fail yr scholarship interview.

yea. blame the world. thank god for making you an ugly person. 'he was just making the world a beautiful place by using me as an contrast. thanks god.' damn it. that is the most pathetic excuse a person can have in life. you just sit back and hope god will set yr life straight? holy shit. it doesnt work that way.. not anymore.

well. it seems to me. we'e just looking for the easy way out of things. but who am i to care about his life. its his life. he can leave it up to god for all damn eternity. i m just griping.

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who needs a god that controls the paths of our life and our destinies. who needs this devil, that cause mayhem, brings about misery and suffering to the destruction of the world. of you and i.

nobody. Man can do all that all too well. we all play god. trying to control every single thing that happens around us. trying to 'make the world a better place'. its just the extent and the degree of which we play god. but it seems that everyone wants to control everything except their own life. instead they leave that to god. oh what a sad world this have evolved into. we are a special race. trust me when i say that. not only can we play god, we play the devil simultaneously. who needs a devil to bring about an apocalypse to destroy the world. we can handle that all too well. 'destroy just THIS world? can you pose a bigger challenge that that'.

we all must admit that we make hell of a lousy god but no one, and i mean no one, can deny we make one mean devil. we play the devil so well, he himself would probably hand over his scythe and the keys to hell to us if he could.

we live in a sad reality. truly saddening.

i read too much calvin and hobbes.