in case you were wondering.

in case you were wondering. the title for my blog didnt mysteriously create itself. i took it from this great song. it actually makes sense for alot of loud sounds and shouting put together.

Do we have the time to lay the line between true life, and you in mine.
I want to reel it back before the day when simplicity was washed away.

Like modern morbid prophecies fulfilled.
Like biting on these bitter tasting pills.
And we're just heroes, And we're just heroes.
For the day.

There's a silent urge to leave this cloud when all I want is to hear the sound,
Of your voice devoid of the constant noise, the only sound to fill this void.

And do you want this. And do you still need this.

Like modern morbid prophecies fulfilled.
Like biting on these bitter tasting pills.
And we're just heroes, And we're just heroes.

They all won't love me, she won't let me forget.

Like modern morbid prophecies fulfilled.
Like biting on these bitter tasting pills.
And we're just heroes, And we're just heroes.

Don't make me choose, I'll choose you and this will all be over.

-Dead Poetic

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in case you were wondering. this song posting thing isnt going to be a habit dont worry. but neither am i going to write much. a level coming ar.. must study. no time to blog.. enjoy yr stay. i m lazy to update my links. i checked out bun's blog. quite ideological sia. all the thoughts and stuff. i nv manage to remember anything i think about. unless i write it down. but then again i end up wondering what the hell i meant.

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i was thinking about joyce. i realise i nv really treated her very fairly when we were together. made her alot of promises i didnt keep. played dota as she tried to talk to me. sometimes just completely neglecting her. i feel alot but i cant remember them. i need a notebook to record down my life. a big one. so many thoughts to process.

i guess some of you may think i m lamenting about breaking up and want to get back with her. i dont knw why i am saying this. its not get back with her. that i sure. but at the end of the day. i hope people out there can learn to appreciate the people around you for who they are, rather than waiting til its too late. i guess you could say i am trying to ease my guilt and regrets by expressing them. kind of a cathartic effect the blog has. i tend to use it alot to gripe about life. (see post about haze). i nv thought of saying all this out. especially the dota part 'ruining our relationship. its quite sad cause i was finding excuses out of it and nv really appreciated her for working so hard to hold everything together.

so just appreciate the people around you. time is short. i want to watch death note.

yes. i can finally add "emo kid" to my resume.

back to physics.

Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes OffLying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

Panic! at the disco.

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me


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me and andrew were thinking of ways to fix the haze problem once and for all.. here are some of the brilliant ideas we came up with. if its lousy, andrew did it. haha.

1)build a big fan. so that we can blow all the haze back at them.
2)build a huge cage or cages above singapore and lock the indons in it. make them breath in all the haze.
3)(my dad) build a huge machine to suck up all the haze and send it back to them.
4)bear with the haze and help them burn their forest. this way. they will have nothing to burn next year. plant some trees convieniently leading the fire to their govt building..
5)we havent thought of this one yet.